My prayer

It has truly been a awesome hoilday for our family. God is really blessing and testing us in these times. I am so glad a have such a confidence in God to provide for us and he has never fail so far! Anywho, I have been day dreaming a lot, about the time when my child arrives and grows up. How I get to play sports, talk about the bird and the bees, and really show them how a man and a women should interact. Tough job... right!! I am so excited to share the word of God, and train in the way God is leading. It will be fun to see how this changes the very dyinamics of the family. I know the future will be bright for them because we are sowing seed in their name already, and fasting a praying against things that I know are hinderance. I can't wait to shape their future and help them become whatever it is they want to be. To create a path where the struggles I face won't knock them down. The very curses from my father and my father, father will be no more. These thing scare me because I have had to handle them in my walk.

I hope this child is like their mother in a scense, they are creative and intellegent. They will in the mist of problems, seek God and read his word. I hope they have the same heart to forgive and look for the greater good in situation even when it looks bad. I hope they can stand up to grief, disappointment, and hurt. I hope this kid has the will to step out of the box and try new things, meet new people and in the mist of it all stand alone.

I hope my child is like me in the ways that even with nothing, thought prayer I have made it. I hope they can survive the door that will be closed down because everyone won't understand them. I hope they can say what they mean, mean what they say, and yet in still be a real person. I hope they find themselves quickly and not allow ingorance to dictate their relationship with people in this world. I hope they have the strength like me to push thought the "no's" and still be humble enought to admit when they are wrong in front of people, family, and friends. I hope they have a focus to better themsleves, family and all that matter to them in this life.

I hope they have a giving heart to help whenever they can without looking for someone to pay them. I hope they have compassion for lost souls and those who don't know Christ. It is my sincere pray that God keeps, protects, and bless my child.

TGBTG


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