Saturday, May 23, 2009

Is this me...

Why is it when you really think you have everything under control, the you lose it all. I guess the key words are "when" and "you". I got so many things running though my head, can't sleep, and still refuse to release it to God. Well not refuse, I think I give it to him and then take it back. I know what I am suppose to do to deal with some issues and don't even want to talk about it. Telethon is in another week, and I am going out of my mind. I keep playing "One More Day" by Diamond Rio, in my head, as if someone has died.. If the wrong people ask me questions, I snap. What is wrong with me. I handle better than this.


Pray for me please, b/c as much I feel I'm in control, I feel so un-stable.

TGBTG

Thursday, May 21, 2009

One....

One Life To Love

He never thought he cared so much about the minute hand
Until he started praying for a second chance
If he could only do it all again
He’d trade the long nights that he spent behind his desk
For all he missed
He tells his wife I wish that this moment in this room
Was not me dying but just spending a little time with you


She never thought she cared so much about those little hands
That held on tight the day she left till she was scared to death
Sitting all alone on a hotel bed, the end of the road
The sun has set on her big plans to feel young again
She picks up the phone, dials a number, hears that little voice
That’s haunted every single mile since she made that choice

CHORUS
You only get just one time around, you only get one shot at this
One chance to find out the one thing that you don’t wanna miss
One day when it’s all said and done
I hope you see that it was enough
This one ride, one try, one life to love


This song is awesome!

TGBTG

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Grace

Got a fresh revelation on the word "grace". Always thought it meant being covered for the lack by my lord but when yo think about it, grace is much more. I always thought of grace as un-merited favor.. something that keeps us even when/if.

Now I want to live in abundant grace... grace that works in all things and separate me from this world. I want to use the grace that God bestows on me, not imitate the world but use my gift with grace to do thing the world can't and amaze... while giving glory to God. No glory to be but to him... TGBTG. I want grace in wisdom, the way I think, ideas, and decisions according to 2 Corinthians 9:8.

TGBTG

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

My famous husband...

If you haven't heard the latest from our neck of the woods, we have a television star in our midst...