Is this me...

Why is it when you really think you have everything under control, the you lose it all. I guess the key words are "when" and "you". I got so many things running though my head, can't sleep, and still refuse to release it to God. Well not refuse, I think I give it to him and then take it back. I know what I am suppose to do to deal with some issues and don't even want to talk about it. Telethon is in another week, and I am going out of my mind. I keep playing "One More Day" by Diamond Rio, in my head, as if someone has died.. If the wrong people ask me questions, I snap. What is wrong with me. I handle better than this.


Pray for me please, b/c as much I feel I'm in control, I feel so un-stable.

TGBTG